lostinthesmoke

HEY

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 21:37:30 GMT

Whats up ppl, ive hung out wish a shit load of kids this week sence i got back, like B52, Kathryn, alyse, eryn, sarah, monica, marshall, mark, matt, leigh ann, renee, nikki, jessica, and some other random ppl. In about 30 mins it'll be time to hang out with the last little group (Lauren!!!!!Brad..) this summer's goin by way too fast, i hope somthing cool happens before i go back to hell in august... AND i get to see mattie, thats gonna be cool, shes one of the coolest kids i know!!! :)

By the way a made a myspace...look for it...

OKAY!

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 02:39:22 GMT

Alright, people im back... hawaii kicked ass!!! A lot of random crap went on, twas quite entertaining... anyway today i hung out with B52 and marshall, and mark, it was prietty fun, accept mark kept harassing jackie, and it was a little disturbing. I REALLY NEED TO HANG OUT WITH MONICA AND SARAH, or ill have to kill myself... TWICE!!!! and laurens gone for another week so that ruens a lot of shit... im gonna go somewhere with leigh ann on friday so thats gonna be cool...and er... yeah bye.

yeah...

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 19:55:01 GMT

I leave for Hawaii tommorow morning, ive been packing for hours and well, im bored as fuck. Im starting to get depressed that im not gonna get to see Lauren for a whole 3 weeks, (when i get back shes leaving), so i think this trip might not be THAT enjoyable!
Im really gonna miss, LAUREN, monica, sarah, marissa, brad, kathryn, marissa, B52!!!!!, joey, jessica, leigh ann, mark, marshall, matt, nicole, harmony, alyse, did i mention lauren?

Later...

lets see...

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 05:23:51 GMT

I finnaly graduated drivers ed, and i didnt die so that made everything ten times better! Today i went with lauren, and kathryn, and eryn, and some random girl i didnt know, to see a movie (which sucked) but it was cool seeing lauren again.
Althought i was really pissed that i didnt get to hang out with joey, she got ready and everything...made me feel like SHIT! hopefully we can chill tommorow somewhere...
Anyway, i was again thinkin about cutting my hair, if anybody is agains that tell me...

WHAT!

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 02:55:31 GMT

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SO ANNOYING! ive been trying for hours to get the perfect stuff, even though this is gonna be my last time, i at least want to go out with a bang, jesus!
Well anyway bout to go hang out with sarah and monica because there cooler than you, and well... more entertaing too actualy.. haha. Lets see, today i went driving, almost ran into this bastard that pulled out in front of me, and my driving instructor was like and ex 70's stonner so we had some interesting conversations about pink floyd and acid, haha.
I really wish i could find the perfect cornea...AHHHHHHH!

hey people

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 16:56:44 GMT

It's been a while, i just finnished drivers edd...*JOIN US!*!!!! and im moving on to wait to apply for my permitt *JOIN US*!!!! yesterday i hung out with joey, it was fun, we had canes!! *JOIN US*!!!!

I'm sure yall dont care about how my lifes been going so i'll just leave it at that...
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*JOIN US*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay sarah made me doo this....

Wed, 11 May 2005 02:48:45 GMT

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Daniel/Danny
2. Canadian
3. Vladimire Letchenstein / Mapleton

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Dannyboy42490
2. urafukinasshole23
3. thisquestion'sfuckinretarted69

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Native American
2. Scotish
3. Canadian???

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. the jolly green giant
2. suffacating
3. getting gang-banged by a heard of black/jewish/canadian beavers...

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. music
2. ROCKIN ON ON THE FUCKIN AX MANN!!!!
3. hands?

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Guitar
2. socks
3. ass cheeks pressed on my couch while i play soft melodies...its that time of the year again kids...

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Radiohead
2. THE MARS VOLTA
3. Wilco

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (of the moment):
1. "passenger side" by Wilco
2. "Cygnus....Vismund Cygnus" by The mars volta
3. "I wanna fuck a dog" by blink 182 (their old shit)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. umm... AWESOMENESS!
2. not cheeting-ish-ness
3. not being a bitch-ass-slut-muther-fucker!

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. IM SLOWLEY DYING!!!!
2. my dogs name is skip and he's a proud, loud, homosexual!
3. i can lick my own ass and cut down a tree with my face!!!!!

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. playin the fuckin guitar man!
2. partyin till im so fucked up i feel like my balls fell off!
3. descovering the meaning of the universe and existance in this pathetic existance we call life...

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. GO SEE SARAH AND MONICA!
2. "take a wank same time next year i guess?"
3. fly to china just to piss on a blind street-asian!

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Musician
2. Death bringer and personal lord of the flies!
3. umm... lazy ass mother fucker, yet still getting money for no appearent reason...

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. CANADA!!!!....pft fuck no!
2. New Zealand
3. Ant-fuckin-arctica man! gonna chill with the native penguins BIIIIIOTCH!!!!

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU DON'T LIKE:
1. Pigme Mormosatt
2. Ian
3. schnitzle

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. sky dive!
2. get married and have kids and be the best dad EVER! (i'd let my kids do fuckin whatever they want!!!!)
3. still be hangin out with Sarah and monica!!!! :)

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. Mr. Hankey
2. Death/ grim reaper
3. SARAH!!!! hahaha!

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW!
1. your face
2. your mom
3. your moms face MUTHA FUCKA!

YAY!

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 22:27:29 GMT

HEY everyone, im fuckin 15 like all you bitches! MWOHAHAHAHA! last weekend kicked ass, i saw everyone. it was really fun hangin with monica mostly, and then B52, and mark/matt and i got to see LAUREN!!!! AHH! and yeah....last weekend kicked ass! i really want to hang out again, it makes me feel more....me.

ya know what!

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 03:53:33 GMT

Today is 4/21! this is what i call "the nationa emo day!"
On this day, im going to be really really emo for like 2 minutes!
QUESTION!!!!

If i killed myself, who the fuck would care?
give me an answer OR BOW DOWN!

dude!

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 20:49:11 GMT

hmm... its been a while, and things have changed. Whats up people who read this, i like the fact that you have no lives and actualy take time to look at this pointless shit wow hahaha!

Well anyway, i really like someone now but you bitches are going to have to figure it out, comment if you think you know who it is, MUTHA FUCKA!

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 00:45:47 GMT

I WISH I WAS HIM!!!!!!! thats exactaly what i want!!!!! i know what i want to do with myself, ill turn into a bunny, so i can FREAK OUT even more... YEAH MAN!!!! shout outs= monica, sarah, katlin, marshall, lauren, B52!, Brad, Heather, Nicole, joey, ryan, stehl...i guess, adam, erica, and of corse kathryn!!!!

hey people

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 04:58:08 GMT

Im ok now i guess, im just sitting here talking to Monica, which is always fun, she's the best. Also Brad is just there, talking about randomness, and nicole as always.
Im just sitting here wondering...what now? what the fuck am i going to do with myself, its been a half of a year, and im way to used to the non singleness, oh well, at least i have lauren, and practicaly everyone i know on my side here, whew.
I want to find someone who can, fix me...

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Mon, 11 Apr 2005 06:29:27 GMT

It was all a lie... it started and ended so quickly, she doesnt love me, she DOESNT FUCKING LOVE ME.

Its all meaning less now, all the memories...useless.

should i die, be gay, or get a job and move on.

i need more choices. :(

dude people!

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 04:05:51 GMT

This whole fuckin week was freakin me out, a lot of stuff happened. Durring school i hung out with Mark, Marshall, Matt, and THE DUKE!!!! (Charlie) which was prietty fun, but mainley i hung out with Sarah! SHES THE FUCKING COOLEST! yeah... well it was all fun, and i hung out with alot of her friends too, like nicole and ... some short girl, and all the ones i cant remember their names....MADDY, and yeah.
On the weekend, i went to that stupid ass fair, and rode rides with Monica, THAT WAS AWESOME!!! shes like the most funnest, coolest, awesomest, person ive ever known... and shes prietty hott also, but dont tell her because she'll go AHHHHHHHH! After that i went home with her and Sarah, and we stopped at wal*mart and got kicked out in 4 minutes haha.
Saturday, Mark went back to his inner perverted-ness again, when he malested my sister Marissa, and ripped off her top like 12 times, all the other guys had fun with that too, and she freaked out. Matt kicked Charlies ass alot that night, and Mark ass raped him like... WOW only once that time, and then marshall almost broke his arm... yeah he's still alive.
Today i went to plaquamine with all the guys and fucked arround and the Morgans uncles house, which was like... amizing i have to say, and we messed up his trampoline and his zipline thing, and the big thing that goes arround and arround, and....whoa. Then we all stripped down and jumped in his pool... of corse Charlie got ass raped in the pool too... more lubracant in clorine water. Then i went home, and hung out with MY BEST FRIEND IN THE FUCKING WORLD LAUREN!!!!!!! We played guitar like so much and stated watching the incredables (stupid ass movie) and she drew all over me, and then we went to edge, and saw prietty much everyone else i know, like laurens b/f Stephen, and Pierce, and Luarel and her b/f who fuck 24 7, im supprised they didnt just strip down and get it on durring the guys speach, haha. I also saw Kathrine which kiced ass because shes like really cool and i couldnt live without her, and i saw B 52!!!!! haha, yeah now im home i feel dead, and im tired later bitches...

yeah.

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 07:12:17 GMT

Well its daylight savings time in a coupple of minuets, so that means its actualy 2:50 at this very moment. Today i went to "Transitions" which was this random BMX party with some cool bands that played, i went with Ryan S. and Megan, twas fun. I wish i could of taken one person that i think she knows who she is right now... yeah well anyway. Im at the phillips and everyones asleep, and i have to piss sooooo bad!!! AHHHHH!
Yes well, i really miss lauren; its been forrever sence ive seen her, and im staring to get random spurts of paranoigha. Ive been Lauren-less for quite some time now, and it burns my FUCKIN flesh. AND Heather...i need you back, NOW!!! come back...
Well enough of that ive noticed that ppl are changing alot sence last time i saw them, like brad; never would of guessed he was emo. Also Monica, shes the fuckin coolest person in the world, and a really good friend, thats whats so fun about random ppl, there so....random. Well im tired so im going to listen to music untill my brain explodes. later!

grrrrr

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 00:13:17 GMT

you mother fuckin fuckers, fuck you all and your...ok never mind that, im back nomatter how much i dont want to, heather made me so dont ask. umm...yeah. im back! 40 lbs skinnier, and 40% less hand eye coordination! freakin mexicans and their, umm, being mexican!

bye

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 07:07:44 GMT

Later...

Well...

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 06:41:14 GMT

ok it looks like its over, its been fun though, im ending this window into my fucked up head, and moving on. Umm all of the ppl that actualy listened, are the coolest, ppl ever...
Lauren, #1, my best friend, never leave!
Adam, your the coolest cant wait till we all go to Hawaii.
Marissa, your my sister, i see you everyday, so whats the point.
Heather, i love you, and i always will love you...GOD i love you!!!!
JJ, umm...its been fun i guess, idk, chillin, later!
Harmony, your the coolest, even though you want to stay at tara! why..
and all you other ppl that i dont care about as much as these ppl, have fun bein... yourselves, this live journal is over.

Piece!

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 05:50:14 GMT

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.
And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.

Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.
You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.

You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.
With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What's Your Element?

dude

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 21:28:33 GMT

Free The Gnomes! a new song that im trying to make work...i need laurnes help.....hmmm.....

oh god....

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 20:00:44 GMT

It hurts to move, it hurts to think,
i have no motive in mind to speak,
the pain is long, the pain is hard,
my life is on a chance card,
i will drill a hole, in to my head
to releas the pain, though ill be dead,
i hurts! all it does is hurt,
stabs me as i watch my blood spurt!
any pain is better than this,
i concentrait to try and make a fist,
buterflys in my head flapping their wings,
my life flashes by, as it sings,
detox, its fucking crazy,
i was to fucking ass lazy,
a fuckin stonner doing whatever feels good,
never doing what i knew i should,
if this pain will not stop! i will make it all end!
all it does is make me hurt, and make my head bend...

all you people, it hurts, i get back from church, jsut to scream in pain, detox! (getting over the drug- abuse) it makes me sweat extensivley, it makes my kidneys burn, my whole circulatory system is in pain, my head feels like there a butterfly, flapping its wings as fast as it can, inside... if i were to die, who would care, who would cry over me, who would avenge me, who would follow my example and follow me, and then again...who would piss on my ashes? tell me... please...

hok umm...

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 01:41:41 GMT

yeah well im watching crank yankers and talking to lauren on the phone, and dude its thursday, thats fuckin awesome, and whoever reads this...(*)(*)...I FLASHED YOU! haha there you go that was the highlight of my day, eh? well anyway.

i wanted to know, question, umm if we have 2 eyes, and 2 balls, do cyclopses since they have 1 eye, do they have 1 ball, and what about triclopses, they have 3 eyes, does that mean they have 3 balls? wow im out of it!

ok well dude heather... be you forrever or that means ill NEVER LOVE YOU! no wait, i will always love you, no wait if your not you than i wont, but wait...what if your still you inside but you forget me, your your brain gets taken over by evil aliens, ug oh well i love you! :)

i have umm to go so yeah leave me a message, and it better be meaning full or ill umm, eat my hand! later

blah

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 03:17:08 GMT

i jsut got back from andrews, i played halo 2 for about 5 hours, twas fun...ok and wow i dont think i can leave my fucking gay ass school, but i have one more try, ace my mid terms...(like that'll happen)...(FUCK)

i saw lauren, that was fun, but then again i got a hair cut and that pissed me off!

umm oh god i miss heather!

and umm yeah got im cold as fuck!

hmmm....

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 04:14:47 GMT

wow heather expressed her love to me today...it was...wow, with a capitol Q!

and well im extreemley depressed now so yeah, i might not feel like talking to anybody, so dont be mad when i say "GO FUCK YOURSELVES YOU MOTHER FUCKING BASTARDS!" i guess i just want to talk to heather.

and lauren...and adam, but fuck all you other ppl!

and umm ugh that movie! so depressing and school mad it worse! and ahhh! drugs! ahhhhh!

<3 heather! i love you!~~

..wow i mad a heart!!!

.....

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 02:23:40 GMT

wow i watched "Requium for a Dream" today, it was really really good, and had so much drug content. It was the most depressing movie ive ever seen, and it scared me. im never...NEVER doing or even thinking about doing drugs again!

heather, i miss you soo fuckin much, i cant stand it, january...i keep thinking about it....im hungry....i love you.